Figuring it out

"sometimes my life doesnt revolve are you, sometimes i know im better then someone who can constantly let me down.
im tired of being disappointed or alone, but lifes got its lessons.
you live, you learn.
lifes a maze and we all just end up dying in it.
although theres those moment you wanna make last forever
and that time where the funniest thing happened and you cant explain it cause no one who was there will get it or find it funny
where theres that moment when you look around and you have everyone you want and everyone you need and you never ever want that to change.
but theres also that time that you wanna forget, and that time youve never cried so hard and not one person understood or could help.
or that time when you realized not one thing is the same, and everything is falling apart.
that time where you feel like you are just walking through life not appreciating anything and wondering where time has even gone.
that time where you thought you found that perfect guy, that time where you got your heart broken, and that time that you broke someones heart.
its life.
sometimes i swear it does nothing but work against us.
you dont always get what you want but you get what you are to get.
its not always going to be easy, but it will be worth it.
just gotta live a little longer to know what this whole life is about."


laurabazso