After all that’s said and done, I still think you’re amazing. I still cherish every moment I ever spent with you and every smile you brought to my face. I’ll forever be thankful that someone like you was brought into my life, even if it was gone too soon. See, you were my miracle, you were my fairytale I got to live. I miss you

but yea...
ive actually just sat in my bed for awhile wondering what it is i even wanna say, and i still dont even know...
i wanna know this is right, that tomorrow i dont wake up and have you tell me that
"actually, i dont want you anymore."
youve hurt me, youve torn my heart apart, ive cried for days over you, and i know i hurt you and im so sorry about that, but i cant do it all again.
Not even just the break up like the fights and lies and betrayal, over and over and over again, it shoulda never been that hard. but yet we are still here...
being fucking insane because thats just what we do.
i love you.
i already tried getting over you once, i dont think i could do it again.
So we can this, and its gunna go right. i want it to.
i love you, i never stopped, i always have, and i always will.