Time

i miss the genuine innocence of being a kid
where the weekends meant just spending time with your family or just being excited about playing game cube...
where if you did somthing wrong, at the end of the day it didnt matter
when sleep was easier and thoughts about life didnt keep you up at night
where friends were just simply your friend
no deceit or mischief behind your back
when jelousy didnt exist to a point where it took over and mentally could destroy you
where just a simple stuffed animal was all you needed to be comfortable in your own skin

now its all about whos with who
"did you see that post on facebook?"
all about working and trying to figure out what to do next in life
now if you make a wrong decision its literally life changing and now we actually know theres no going back
literally one fucking chance.

growing up consists of finding out peoples true colours  and not whos real to your face but behind your back.
that the little things are the ones that need to be the most appreciated
and never take anything for granted.

Its Nothing.

dont you think its weird how you may know someone so well, then find out its nothing.
like the most important part about them, is your relationship with them, and you may not even know how they feel about you.
you can sit there and think that youre fallin in love together but youre the only one "in love" and you have no idea.
you have no idea that the person you spend all your time with is doubting you and their feelings towards you.
you have no idea that its nothing.
youre the only one who knows nothing about someone who has taken everything of yours, mentally, emotionally, physically.